Chapter 3343 Watch Me Do It:>Ep8

I was so grateful for Sue's nurturing love. Both she and Kyle understood how meaningful this was for me, and their support was crucial in helping me process it. As I took my turn in the bathroom to clean my face, my reflection forced me to take stock. Sucking Kyle's cock meant so much to me. On one level, it made me so horny I would have beaten off right there if I didn't want to save it for the upcoming show. But beyond that, it felt gratifying, rewarding, even empowering. I was pleased to discover that I was not buying into the BS; at least not as it related to the cock sucking. The kiss, however, was more difficult. I hadn't expected it, so I was unprepared. The BS surrounding it was much the same, so why did it feel "more gay" to me? It occurred to me that - unless you've done it - a man sucking a cock is viewed in terms of dominance and submission, or simply the gratification of a physical desire. But two men kissing -- that's a mutual act of passion, not something driven by a physical compulsion. To an outside observer, the difference is significant and hard to argue with. I finally decided it's an argument not worth having. In the end, the two acts share one thing in common. If you're a hetero man, you're probably not going to fully understand unless you've experienced it. I headed back to the bedroom with a clearer head and an immense anticipation for the erotic scene I was about to witness.