Standing in the same kitchen that my lover, Scottie had ravished me, I pondered where my life was taking me. I now realized how little I knew about myself. It's like Scottie turned the light switch on in my heart. Suddenly I saw the light of day, all that I had been missing, all that I thirsted for! I thought, girl there is nothing to feel guilty about. True my lover was a young man but he was mature beyond his years. It's like everything became clear to me not only in my heart but in my mind.
I poured myself a glass of Chardonnay and went outside to my backyard lanai. My daughter and her friends had left long ago. My so called "husband" was still at the club with his buddies. I'm done with his iciness and lack of affection that has been so common in my marriage. As I sat outside, I thirsted for Scottie's touch. I wanted so much just to cuddle in his arms. I felt a soft warm glow flow within me. I knew what I needed to do.
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