Chapter 37 My Fear
I closed my eyes and pretended to be asleep. Lucien arrived much faster than I anticipated and I wasn’t able to clean up anything. I was still naked under the covers and the bed was a mess for obvious reasons.
I heard the sound of the door opening and then closing. Lucien is probably standing in this room right now. What should I do…should I wake up? Or should I continue pretending that I’m asleep?
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Chapter 1 My Secret Chapter 2 Complicated Start Chapter 3 How It All Started Chapter 4 His Fiancée Chapter 5 Aftermath Chapter 6 Session with Zak Chapter 7 Two in One Chapter 8 Passion-filled Date Chapter 9 Love Marks Chapter 10 When You Lie Chapter 11 Let Me Wash You Chapter 12 Do You Remember? appChapter 13 Seductive Massage appChapter 14 The Peeping Hole appChapter 15 Seductive Work Meeting appChapter 16 Under the Table appChapter 17 Passionate Attack appChapter 18 Storage Room Desires appChapter 19 Unappreciated Girl appChapter 20 Risky Passion appChapter 21 A Sexy Distraction appChapter 22 The Promise appChapter 23 Double Date Cruise appChapter 24 His Deal appChapter 25 Starting to Cross the Line appChapter 26 Crossing The Line appChapter 27 Midnight Visit appChapter 28 Blinding & Binding Love appChapter 29 First Meet appChapter 30 My Bodyguard appChapter 31 Evening Gala Date appChapter 32 Argument & Proposal appChapter 33 Breakdown appChapter 34 Just a Bad Dream appChapter 35 Comfort Me appChapter 36 One Wall Away appChapter 37 My Fear appChapter 38 Strictly Professional appChapter 39 In the Shower appChapter 40 Loneliness appChapter 41 Favorite Color appChapter 42 My Punishment appChapter 43 Possessiveness appChapter 44 Care For Me appChapter 45 Eye of the Storm appChapter 46 The Other Lover appChapter 47 Sudden Visit appChapter 48 Playful Ride appChapter 49 My Therapy appChapter 50 Seducing Him appChapter 51 Double Pleasure appChapter 52 Start a Fire appChapter 53 Our Sacrifices appChapter 54 I'll Show You appChapter 55 Wandering to His Room appChapter 56 In His Room appChapter 57 Goodnight Kiss appChapter 58 A Bride Wears White appChapter 59 Wedding Dress Play appChapter 60 Wrapped in Love appChapter 61 Unforgivable appChapter 62 Stranger in the Night appChapter 63 Welcome to My World appChapter 64 Gotcha! appChapter 65 The Boy appChapter 66 Sweet Escape appChapter 67 Eloping appChapter 68 True North appChapter 69 Casual Stroll appChapter 70 Wild appChapter 71 Untamed appChapter 72 In the Forest appChapter 73 Ten Seconds appChapter 74 To Find the Truth appChapter 75 Finding Her appChapter 76 Engagement Annoucement appChapter 77 The Red Carpet appChapter 78 Vibrations appChapter 79 Trapped appChapter 80 Discipline appChapter 81 Lover or Toy? appChapter 82 The Prince and the Fake Princess appChapter 83 Guardian Angel appChapter 84 Secret Life appChapter 85 First Kiss appChapter 86 His Girl appChapter 87 Touch Me appChapter 88 Passionate Practice appChapter 89 My Firsts appChapter 90 What is Love? appChapter 91 Anniversary appChapter 92 Loveless appChapter 93 Illusion's End appChapter 94 First Love appChapter 95 Skin on Skin appChapter 96 End of the Wait appChapter 97 Do You Love Me? appChapter 98 To See the Stars appChapter 99 Let's Play a Game appChapter 100 The Game appChapter 101 Playful Negotiations appChapter 102 Treasure Hunt appChapter 103 Peaceful Intermission appChapter 104 A Moment Like This appChapter 105 First Question appChapter 106 Where We First Met appChapter 107 Second Question appChapter 108 Level Playing Field appChapter 109 Sleepless Night appChapter 110 What I Forgot to Say appChapter 111 First Things First appChapter 112 Answer the Call appChapter 113 Brothers appChapter 114 Insane appChapter 115 Warnings appChapter 116 Speculations appChapter 117 Too Good appChapter 118 Taking Responsibility appChapter 119 Pleasurable Practice appChapter 120 Peace appChapter 121 Another Start appChapter 122 Reaching Out appChapter 123 Letting Go appChapter 124 Boyfriend for a Day appChapter 125 Movie Date appChapter 126 With You appChapter 127 Do You Want To? appChapter 128 Satisfaction in the Dark appChapter 129 Stars on the Ground appChapter 130 Hidden Truths appChapter 131 Hiding appChapter 132 Escape appChapter 133 Please Stay With Me appChapter 134 No Promises appChapter 135 Please Don't Stop appChapter 136 All of Him appChapter 137 Did You Like That? appChapter 138 Can't Take Anymore appChapter 139 Worthy of Protection appChapter 140 Painful Honesty appChapter 141 His Intentions appChapter 142 Wedding Prelude appChapter 143 Please Stay appChapter 144 Their Wedding appChapter 145 Wedding Night appChapter 146 Marry Me appChapter 147 His Secret appChapter 148 Useless Truth appChapter 149 Reasons appChapter 150 The Start of Tonight appChapter 151 People Change appChapter 152 Taste Me appChapter 153 Patient Seduction appChapter 154 Fast & Wild appChapter 155 Complex Relationships appChapter 156 Did You Sleep with Her? appChapter 157 Back Where We Started appChapter 158 Crazy for You appChapter 159 Secret Meeting Place appChapter 160 Love in the Library appChapter 161 Rooftop Memory appChapter 162 Take My Virginity appChapter 163 Paying the Price appChapter 164 Dark & Light appChapter 165 My Fault appChapter 166 His Confession appChapter 167 Hold Me appChapter 168 Just Make Me Forget appChapter 169 Love Drug appChapter 170 Clash appChapter 171 Lustful Addiction appChapter 172 I Desire You appChapter 173 Never Enough appChapter 174 Taking the Hardest Step appChapter 175 Birthday Surprise appChapter 176 A Stormy Night appChapter 177 Undress Me appChapter 178 Naughty Interrogation appChapter 179 Sweet Surrender appChapter 180 Because It Hurts appChapter 181 Invasion appChapter 182 Surprise Interview appChapter 183 Spying appChapter 184 Emotions appChapter 185 Jealousy appChapter 186 The Unknown appChapter 187 More Secrets appChapter 188 Trust appChapter 189 The Dark and Sinister Truth appChapter 190 The Morning After appChapter 191 Morning Seduction appChapter 192 Sleep With Me appChapter 193 Sleep is Not Enough appChapter 194 Impatient Love appChapter 195 Ride Me appChapter 196 New Phase appChapter 197 Playing Rough appChapter 198 Emergency Call appChapter 199 Haunted appChapter 200 Body Inspection appChapter 201 Unyielding appChapter 202 Overwork appChapter 203 A New Life appChapter 204 Déjà vu appChapter 205 Reiner's Story appChapter 206 Waking Up from a Nightmare appChapter 207 Comforting Each Other appChapter 208 That Day appChapter 209 Involvement appChapter 210 Moving In Together appChapter 211 Somewhere with Him appChapter 212 Beyond Expectations appChapter 213 Endless Surprises appChapter 214 A Little Bet appChapter 215 Pleasurable Cure appChapter 216 Third Question appChapter 217 I Love You appChapter 218 Breaking the News appChapter 219 Firm Decision appChapter 220 Wedding Vows appChapter 221 Mysterious Wedding Present appChapter 222 Mayhem appChapter 223 D-Day appChapter 224 Versions of Justice appChapter 225 Moving On appChapter 226 Our Family appChapter 227 Let's Make a Baby appChapter 228 Taking Things Seriously appChapter 229 Once Isn't Enough appChapter 230 Forever Yours appChapter 231 Husbandly Duties appChapter 232 Burning Desire appChapter 233 Errand Girl appChapter 234 Reminiscing appChapter 235 Why Did You Do It? appChapter 236 Real Reason appChapter 237 Attraction appChapter 238 Putting Us to Bed appChapter 239 A Public Affair appChapter 240 Learning to Trust appChapter 241 Entertain Me appChapter 242 Walk with a Wolf appChapter 243 Doing It Right appChapter 244 Mission Impossible appChapter 245 Can't Hide appChapter 246 Finally Ours appChapter 247 Growing Up appChapter 248 Old Friends appChapter 249 Ryder Rosenhall appChapter 250 My Birthday appChapter 251 Reunion appChapter 252 Spotlight appChapter 253 Does She Know? appChapter 254 Lucky appChapter 255 Loving Assailant appChapter 256 Insecurities appChapter 257 Broken appChapter 258 Our Own Problems appChapter 259 Stigma appChapter 260 Family Is Family appChapter 261 All to Myself appChapter 262 Humble Beginnings appChapter 263 Sweet Talk appChapter 264 My Answer appChapter 265 Bonus - Belle of the Ball appChapter 266 Bonus - Living as a Rosenhall appChapter 267 Bonus - Saved by Zak appChapter 268 Bonus - A Dance with Lucien appChapter 269 Bonus - A Present from Edward appChapter 270 Reiner - Don’t Underestimate My Feelings appChapter 271 Reiner - Emptiness appChapter 272 Reiner - I Remember You appChapter 273 Reiner - Separate Lives appChapter 274 Reiner - Everyone's Worried appChapter 275 Reiner - Trouble appChapter 276 Reiner - Flames appChapter 277 Reiner - Return appChapter 278 Reiner - Secret Desire appChapter 279 Reiner - Consciousness appChapter 280 Reiner – Silent Helper appChapter 281 Reiner - A Good Change appChapter 282 Reiner - Always with Me appChapter 283 Reiner - Time Together appChapter 284 Reiner - Reminds Me of Him appChapter 285 Reiner – Is Someone There? appChapter 286 Reiner – Catching a Ghost appChapter 287 Reiner - Connected appChapter 288 Reiner – Please Sleep with Me appChapter 289 Reiner - Sweet Pleads appChapter 290 Reiner - Our Passion appChapter 291 Reiner – Begging for More appChapter 292 Reiner – Finally Home appChapter 293 Reiner – Paranoia appChapter 294 Reiner – Can’t Sleep appChapter 295 Reiner - His Strictness appChapter 296 Reiner - All to Myself appChapter 297 Reiner – Tasting Him appChapter 298 Reiner - Addicted to Him appChapter 299 Reiner - Having It All appChapter 300 Reiner - Too Perfect appChapter 301 Reiner - Convincing Him appChapter 302 Reiner – Somewhere Safe appChapter 303 Reiner – Simple Happiness appChapter 304 Reiner - Payback appChapter 305 Reiner - Just Like This appChapter 306 Reiner - Lucky or Unlucky appChapter 307 Reiner - Conversations appChapter 308 Reiner - Real Deal appChapter 309 Reiner - My Teacher appChapter 310 Reiner - If You Stay appChapter 311 Reiner - Lost in Him appChapter 312 Reiner - Middle of the Night appChapter 313 Reiner - Return to Chaos appChapter 314 Reiner - Burden and Chains appChapter 315 Reiner - Surprise Invitation appChapter 316 Reiner - Our Date appChapter 317 Reiner - His Confession appChapter 318 Reiner - Guilty appChapter 319 Reiner - Will You Stay? appChapter 320 Reiner - Gone appChapter 321 Reiner - A Mission appChapter 322 Reiner – Can’t Get Away appChapter 323 Reiner – Shocking Surprise appChapter 324 Reiner - Warm Welcome appChapter 325 Reiner - His Home appChapter 326 Reiner - Meeting the Parents appChapter 327 Reiner - Broken Love appChapter 328 Reiner - Game Changing Dinner appChapter 329 Reiner – Can’t Give Up appChapter 330 Reiner - A Tour with the Queen appChapter 331 Reiner - A Way to Belong appChapter 332 Reiner - My Next Move appChapter 333 Reiner - Nothing to You appChapter 334 Reiner - First Night At The Bar appChapter 335 Reiner – New Encounter appChapter 336 Reiner - Night Company appChapter 337 Reiner - Little Black Dress appChapter 338 Reiner – My Customer appChapter 339 Reiner – Too Much Kindness appChapter 340 Reiner – In His Arms appChapter 341 Reiner - Nothing But Trouble appChapter 342 Reiner – Moving Forward appChapter 343 Reiner – Girl’S Night Out appChapter 344 Reiner – Into You appChapter 345 Reiner – Lessons From The Queen appChapter 346 Reiner – First Day At Work appChapter 347 Reiner - Knight appChapter 348 Reiner - My New Boss appChapter 349 Reiner - Please Call Me Natalia appChapter 350 Reiner - Mastermind appChapter 351 Reiner - Second Day With Him appChapter 352 Reiner - Mini Disaster appChapter 353 Reiner - Impossible To Please appChapter 354 Reiner - Cheer Me Up appChapter 355 Reiner - Too Early To Give Up appChapter 356 Reiner - Alone Together appChapter 357 Reiner – Closer To My Boss appChapter 358 Reiner – An Impossible Task appChapter 359 Reiner – Educated Guess appChapter 360 Reiner - Two Is Better Than One appChapter 361 Reiner - While She Was Sleeping appChapter 362 Reiner - His Gentle And Caring Side appChapter 363 Reiner - Bold Seduction appChapter 364 Reiner - Temporary Love appChapter 365 Reiner - Letting Him Eat Me appChapter 366 Reiner - Pleasurable Trade appChapter 367 Reiner – Daybreak appChapter 368 Reiner – Surprised Or Impressed? appChapter 369 Reiner - Working Day And Night appChapter 370 Reiner - Ride With My Knight appChapter 371 Reiner - Best For Me appChapter 372 Reiner - Walking Away appChapter 373 Reiner - Divergence appChapter 374 Reiner - My Own Place appChapter 375 Reiner - Saying Goodbye appChapter 376 Reiner - Acting Normal appChapter 377 Reiner – His Invitation appChapter 378 Reiner - A Sweet Reminder appChapter 379 Reiner - Sneaking Out appChapter 380 Reiner - Rachael appChapter 381 Reiner - Worried For Him appChapter 382 Reiner - My Guy And His Girl appChapter 383 Reiner - Wedding Date appChapter 384 Reiner - Complicated Love appChapter 385 Reiner - Take Me Home appChapter 386 Reiner – Irresistible Foolishness appChapter 387 Reiner - His Realization appChapter 388 Reiner - Facing Him appChapter 389 Reiner – Real Work Starts After Work appChapter 390 Reiner – Personal And Professional appChapter 391 Reiner – Need For An Expert appChapter 392 Reiner - Entertaining The Expert appChapter 393 Reiner - Caught In The Middle appChapter 394 Reiner - Silent Treatment appChapter 395 Reiner - Curious Question appChapter 396 Reiner - Perceptive Man appChapter 397 Reiner - Why Are You Here? appChapter 398 Reiner - Torn appChapter 399 Reiner - Punishing A Bad Girl appChapter 400 Reiner – Nostalgic Pleasure appChapter 401 Reiner – My Only One appChapter 402 Reiner – Insistent Invitation appChapter 403 Reiner - About Us appChapter 404 Reiner - Please Stay The Night appChapter 405 Reiner - Please Don't Hold Back appChapter 406 Reiner - Renewed Connection appChapter 407 Reiner - Figuring Out Our Feelings appChapter 408 Reiner - Steps Closer appChapter 409 Reiner - Our New Routine appChapter 410 Reiner - Who She Is appChapter 411 Reiner – A Visit From His FiancéE appChapter 412 Reiner - Understanding His Love appChapter 413 Reiner - Same Yearning appChapter 414 Reiner - Endless Triangle appChapter 415 Reiner - Old Bonds appChapter 416 Reiner - Still In Love appChapter 417 Reiner - His Bride appChapter 418 Reiner - A Good Wife appChapter 419 Reiner - Loving My Bully appChapter 420 Reiner - Change Of Plans appChapter 421 Reiner – All He Does For Me appChapter 422 Reiner - An Order To Kill appChapter 423 Reiner - His Decision appChapter 424 Reiner - Finally, A Date! appChapter 425 Reiner - At The Beach appChapter 426 Reiner - Spoiled By Him appChapter 427 Reiner - Reassurance appChapter 428 Reiner - Forgotten Wish appChapter 429 Reiner - His Solution appChapter 430 Reiner - Buying Time appChapter 431 Reiner - Finding The Perfect One appChapter 432 Reiner – You Just Know appChapter 433 Reiner - The Start Of Our Wedding appChapter 434 Reiner - First Night Ritual appChapter 435 Reiner - Pleading For More appChapter 436 Reiner - Steamy Long Night appChapter 437 Reiner - Officially One appChapter 438 Reiner - Finding The Words appChapter 439 Reiner - Our Vows appChapter 440 Reiner - Witness To Love appChapter 441 Reiner - Making Me His Wife appChapter 442 Reiner - There's More appChapter 443 Reiner - Half His Wife appChapter 444 Reiner - The Second Ritual appChapter 445 Reiner - Symbol Of Love appChapter 446 Reiner - Finally His appChapter 447 Reiner – Breaking The Big News appChapter 448 Reiner - King's Verdict appChapter 449 Reiner - New Family appChapter 450 Reiner - Tell Me More appChapter 451 Reiner - Like How We Used To appChapter 452 Reiner – He’S Mine Now appChapter 453 Reiner – Pleasurably Slow appChapter 454 Reiner - Finishing Touch appChapter 455 Reiner - Our First Morning appChapter 456 Reiner - Hectic Life appChapter 457 Reiner – Opposing Views appChapter 458 Reiner – Silencing Me appChapter 459 Reiner – Pleasurable Convincing appChapter 460 Reiner - Doing My Boss appChapter 461 Reiner - Our Compromises appChapter 462 Reiner - Good And Bad News appChapter 463 Reiner - Surprise Encounter appChapter 464 Reiner - Pure Feelings appChapter 465 Reiner – Tying Up Loose Ends appChapter 466 Reiner - Relieve My Stress appChapter 467 Reiner – Sexy Sleeping Pill appChapter 468 Reiner – Fruit Of Our Efforts appChapter 469 Reiner – Knight’S Children appChapter 470 Reiner - Rewards From Reiner appChapter 471 Reiner - Unwanted appChapter 472 Reiner – Plague By Trouble appChapter 473 Reiner – Attachment appChapter 474 Reiner – His Ex-fiancé appChapter 475 Reiner - Love Or Pity? appChapter 476 Reiner - Who To Trust appChapter 477 Reiner - Telling Him About Her appChapter 478 Reiner - Share His Burdens appChapter 479 Reiner - Love And Desire appChapter 480 Reiner - Letting Him Have His Way appChapter 481 Reiner - Loving Couple appChapter 482 Reiner - Playing Matchmaker appChapter 483 Reiner - Going To A Wedding appChapter 484 Reiner - His Insecurities appChapter 485 Reiner – Another Wedding appChapter 486 Reiner - Anything With You appChapter 487 Reiner - Don't Run Off appChapter 488 Reiner - Loving Morning appChapter 489 Reiner - Ready To Be His Bride Again appChapter 490 Reiner – Beyond Belief appChapter 491 Reiner – Walking Down The Aisle appChapter 492 Reiner – Tough Being A Bride appChapter 493 Reiner - A Father's Decision appChapter 494 Reiner - Money Matters appChapter 495 Reiner - Some Closure appChapter 496 Reiner – Embracing The Truth appChapter 497 Reiner – Because He Deserves To Know appChapter 498 Reiner - No More Talking appChapter 499 Reiner – Start Of Our Honeymoon appChapter 500 Reiner - Open And Honest appChapter 501 Reiner - Lusting After My Body appChapter 502 Reiner – Can’T Keep Up With Him appChapter 503 Reiner - Surprising Destination For A Break appChapter 504 Reiner - Dealing With Children appChapter 505 Reiner - Reiner With Children appChapter 506 Reiner – When We Were Kids appChapter 507 Reiner - Love Confession appChapter 508 Reiner - Depressing Truth appChapter 509 Reiner – Requesting For His Help appChapter 510 Reiner - Unexpected Working Holiday appChapter 511 Reiner - On A Mission appChapter 512 Reiner - Morning Together appChapter 513 Reiner - Doesn't Add Up appChapter 514 Reiner - Fraud appChapter 515 Reiner - Worry And Care appChapter 516 Reiner - How Romantic appChapter 517 Reiner - Source Of His Skills appChapter 518 Reiner - Bold Love appChapter 519 Reiner – A Different Kind Of Pleasure appChapter 520 Reiner – Rougher Pleasure appChapter 521 Reiner – Abandonment appChapter 522 Reiner – Endless Support appChapter 523 Reiner - Loving Care appChapter 524 Reiner - Unexpected Helper appChapter 525 Reiner - Desperate Solution appChapter 526 Reiner - His Rage appChapter 527 Reiner - Never Want To Be Apart appChapter 528 Reiner - Can't Let Go appChapter 529 Reiner - His Selfless Self appChapter 530 Reiner - Endless Guilt appChapter 531 Reiner - My Bold Decision appChapter 532 Reiner – A Wonderful Father appChapter 533 Reiner – The End Of It All appChapter 534 Reiner - Retirement appChapter 535 Reiner - Grilling Pressure appChapter 536 Reiner – Love And Warmth appChapter 537 Reiner - Her Big News appChapter 538 Reiner – Plans To Make A Baby appChapter 539 Reiner - Baby-making Trip appChapter 540 Reiner - First Day Seduction appChapter 541 Reiner - Pleasure In The Wild appChapter 542 Reiner – Unrestrained Passion appChapter 543 Reiner – Endless Sexy Adventure appChapter 544 Reiner – All Night Long appChapter 545 Reiner – Urgent Desires appChapter 546 Reiner – Our Lusty Work Pays Off appChapter 547 Reiner – Our Baby appChapter 548 Reiner – Strict Husband appChapter 549 Reiner – Breaking The Big News appChapter 550 Reiner – Doubt And Insecurities appChapter 551 Reiner – Pregnancy Sex appChapter 552 Reiner – Back To Wild Loving appChapter 553 Reiner - The Boys appChapter 554 Reiner - Ryder And Lance appChapter 555 Reiner - A Supportive Mother appChapter 556 Reiner - Too Much To Take appChapter 557 Reiner - Another One appChapter 558 Reiner – Lusting For Him appChapter 559 Reiner – Finally, Dream Come True appChapter 560 Reiner - Forever Together app
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