Chapter 303 I'll Give Myself to You

Shawn was my fiancé, and he was going to be my husband someday. Furthermore, he was the father to my two children. I didn't want him to stray away from the kids. I wanted them to be as close as possible. I genuinely hoped that Shawn could show the kids the warmth and tenderness that he showed to me. I didn't want him to be all distant and cold in front of the kids! I was worried that the kids would blame him for his absence when they grew older. He released me from his hug before he sat down beside me and held onto my hand. He played with my fingers for a while before explaining himself in a calm tone, "I like the kids because you risked your life to give birth to them. I'm grateful that you brought them into my life, and I appreciate everything you've done for me. But Ray, every parent has their own way of educating their children. I'm cold toward them because I don't want them to rely on me. I want them to become impressive people when they're all grown up, and I want them to be able to handle tough situations on their own. The same rules apply to both the kids." This was the first time I had heard him telling me about his hopes for the children.