Chapter 101 Sanity Restored

Once I got back to the chambers, I tucked up behind the door of the toilet, banged the door and broke down in tears. I shook greatly within myself because I couldn’t tell what was going on in me anymore; there was this rare obsession in me that was unimaginably impossible to explain. I thought I had agreed to let them know about my intention to divorce Brian prior to the appointed hour; I thought I was about to speak. Why then did I keep shut when I heard Brian scream? Suddenly, I had realized and appreciated this rare bonding between us; and parting was only by words and not by action. I struggled to accept this fate and when I stared into the mirror on the wall, I saw a heart that was no longer owned by me but by an insatiable soul; that soul that believed itself on my shoulders.