Chapter 49 Tenderness (3)

I open the door, I'm going to ask him to fuck me and that's it, for an hour or more, I'll be able to forget about this shitty day and everything that's happening in my life. Just a fuck and that's it! "I knew you would come," he whispers from the armchair, my hands are sweating, I feel hot and the urge to scream and cry overwhelms me, despite the courage I had at first, humiliation and powerlessness take over.