Chapter 82 Frustration (4)

My eyes stop at these objects and my mind races, I don't want to do it that way, I'm not ready for this kind of thing. I look again at everything in the belt and a vibrator catches my eye, it has a smaller part, I read more calmly than I feel, because my core throbs at the thought that Mr. Perverse is going to use one of these objects on me, I want to know more, to discover, but I also feel the fear of being hurt or not being able to bear it. I take the vibrator that caught my eye.